Fully alive!

Lord, again? Are You sending me yet another girl with a broken heart? You know I am not the 'right' person for this, I do not feel qualified at all. I did not have to go through all this myself, so I really don't know how can I help her. But the Lord insisted. He never changes His mind about His loved ones. So I spent almost the whole day with this beautiful girl, we walked, we talked, we laughed, we ate and at the end we prayed together. While praying I saw Jesus being soo close to this girl, watching her face intentionally for any sign of wish or desire, which He was determined to grant her immediately. This closeness and care really touched my heart, so I told her and we both ended up in tears. Lord, You did it again! Thinking I was serving someone, You served me so much more, You showed up in such a beautiful way.. Well, four days later on Sunday afternoon I received a phone call. This girl at the other end was almost screaming: ,,Judy, Judy! You will not beli...

Imagine being in love with someone, but you stay very passive in the relatonship. You leave your partner to make all the decisions, you wait until he comes up with something and then you go along. Do you know what happens after while? Joy and excitement dissappear and routine comes in. You know he will sort it out and he knows he will have to do it.   The Lord has been talking to me about active love. He desires a dynamic relationship with us, not a servanthood. He likes to be surprised, He loves when we approach Him actively. How? Take initiative! Step out of your comfort zone! Tell Him that you love Him, but then prove it! Love without deeds is dead. So everytime you do something you did not have to do, this little extra, when you act mercifully to someone who did not deserve it, you loved Him. Everytime you feed the physically or spiritually poor, you loved Him. Everytime you forgive someone before they ask you for forgiveness, you loved Him. Everytime you bring peac...

I love the prophecy about a faceless and nameless generation. I really believe that time of „big names“ ministries is coming to an end and instead thousands of „little ones“ will rise and carry His light, that will shine so brightly, that their faces will not be recognised. Beautiful invitation and I said Yes! to it. But recently I just realised, how much more my mind has to be renewed in order not to be hurt or offended when treated like one without face and name. To be able to completely give up this need to be „known by people“ and be content in the fact, that He knows me. Not being offended when people are attracted to me because of the light, not because of my personality. Realising that they don´t even have to like me, but still they will be able to see the light shinig through me. As I was telling the Lord about my struggle being nameless and faceless, He asked me a simple question: „Do you want My name?“ At that moment I knew, that ...