Job
I don´t even know how to start. I never thought I would write this down and share it with others. I was convinced it would stay between the two of us, until now, 5 years later He asked me to release it. After I gave up my rights to understand all that has happened in my life and after I said to the Lord that I do not need to know, an amazing process of healing started and continued in Pemba, Mozambique. At the beginning of our time at school, Jesus showed me, where He was when I was suffering and what He was doing. I saw Him being so close to me during all the time. He did everything I could not do and it was His strength in me that allowed me to carry on and care for others. I remember feeling ashamed that I was able to carry on with my life as if nothing has happened, while the other family members were wrecked. I remember praying with desparation to Him: „Make me a wreck too!“ But instead, He too...