Fully alive!

Yesterday after work I took a short nap. I didn't expect to have such a vivid dream... I was trying to escape from some people when I saw an old village house, so I went in to find refuge here. Unexpectedly I found my grandmother from my mum's side in there. Our precious Nagyi (short version of hungarian nagymama - grandmother).  We didn't really talk, she just took me into her arms and I felt her love comforting me. In that moment everything vanished, I was just being loved with her pure heart perfected in God's Presence that was so tangible. I wanted to stay there forever. In this absolute Love. But I felt she communicated without words that it is time for me to go. I slowly woke up terribly missing that Love. I could't help myself, I was sobbing uncontrollably for about half an hour. And even now, as I am writing this, tears are streaming down my face. Everybody who knew her would understand. Our Nagyi was really the foundation, the rock of our family. She...

This is a story about two people who once fell in love deeply, got married and started living together. At the beginning everything was pretty exciting, but after few years.. well, everyday life came up.. Today, in the morning she is not awakened by his kiss anymore, but by the loudest alarm clock you could find in the house. She immediately rushes to the bathroom and makes herself pretty for the world out there. Meanwhile her loving husband has prepared a breakfast for both of them and is sitting at the table, waiting for her to join him. But she just grabs her coffee, drinks it while she is putting on her shoes, and leaves the house with the words: ,,Sorry darling, I have to go, or I will be late for work." During the day she is so caught up with her tasks, that she doesn't even hear her phone ringing.. her husband trying to reach her. When she does find a second, she tells him, she will call him back, but she never does.. After work there is always an important meeti...